Fear in my mind VS two simple quotes

Late at night, on my desk at home, in front of my Colosseum painting.

When talking about the reality, in fact, one possible way I can take to get study in Italy is through a scholarship program. To get a scholarship at the level of master, in fact , first I have to finish my study in the field of marketing, until I get a bachelor degree from the university where I learned now. Yes that's the first problem that I face now, with my current job, I could not focus on  my self especially on what I should do for what I dreamed, and for that, focus on my study is actually I realize is the right step. The hardest part to focus on what I need to accomplish is to sacrifice the people around me who had been giving their trust to me. 

I'm strengthening my self to make decisions that will obviously affect my life after.

This morning for the first time I saw my class schedule for the next two months which I hope is my last two months in university. I get three "extraordinary" lecturers that honestly I did not expect, a bit disappointed and worried, because I've got the same class with them before, and I never got good grades. But I am fully aware it was my own mistake.

I thought about this all day long, because if I did not pass, at least on one of the classes I take, then my graduation will be delayed until July next year! and my dream??

almost complaining, 

in the evening, while watching a talk show, I caught two quotes that quite punched me all-out:

1. Sometimes, goodness comes from the things we hate. 

2. We can delay, but time can't.

and I also got a strong affirmation that to achieve my dream, I must focus on what should be done to make it happen, forget the focus of the other! I must confess, all this time I never focus on what I should do to achieve my dreams. With what happened today, I got a little extra strength to start bold claim that I should get my own dream, and I have to start focusing on what I should do to achieve it. I should be able to release another focus that might hamper me. Instead I do not want to learn to share my time, but now time goes by very quickly, and I have to catch it before it's too late.

18.25, on my office desk

Hello, my name is fiman, I'm a student in the field of marketing management, I loved art since I was 5 years old. I am a dreamer, one of my dreams is to be able to move to Italy, well at least to take study there. Until I made this blog, I have not been able to achieve that dream, then through this blog I will write down what has been, is, and will I experience in an effort to realize my dream to go to Rome, to Italy. Hopefully this story will have a happy ending. Enjoy! :)